Molli Moments

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How crowded is your Struggle Bus?? It’s not a matter of if you’ve been on the Struggle Bus, it’s how often and crowded has it been? As much as I would like to see life through rose colored glasses, Jesus specifically said, “You will have troubles. Take heart, I have overcome the world.” 

Truth be told, I was on the Struggle Bus not knowing what to write. I had an idea, but it wasn’t coming together. I might have moaned and groaned a little while struggling.

It’s not the first time I’ve been on the Struggle Bus and won’t be the last. The crazy part is, the Struggle Bus is where growth occurs the most. 

Teenagers. That’s a Struggle Bus all on its own. Being a teenager, teaching a teenager, raising a teenager is a guarantee of challenging moments. 

Like most teenagers, I struggled with figuring out who I was and the type of person I wanted to be. I spent many nights on our front porch swing contemplating the teenage woes of life. In the midst of the front porch swinging, at the age of 17, my heart and eyes were opened to the knowledge that Jesus was, is and always will be my best friend. As a young girl, heading into her senior year of high school, this Holy Spirit encounter was a milestone in my relationship with Jesus. While on the Struggle Bus of identity, I found a deeper level of identity in Christ. 

Substitute teaching is not for the weak hearted!! During my short lived substitute teaching career, I dreaded covering high school classrooms. I have great admiration for high school teachers. The great high school teachers have a knack for reaching teenage dysfunctional minds and producing intellectual students. It’s truly magic!!

I thought surviving the toddler years was going to be the life of me. The teenage years are a whole new level. I am currently walking with my own kids through the teenage years. All three have been raised under the same roof with the same expectations. Yet, all three have experienced the teenage years uniquely. It causes mental and emotional whiplash often. I turn to parents who have already walked their children through the teenage years and realize they survived, so will I. Their kids survived, so will mine. 

Mary was 15 when an angel appeared to her. Let’s pause there for a minute. Have you had an angel appear to you lately? As in a direct messenger for God? This is not something that happens all the time. In fact, it might freak someone out. Fear and doubt corrupts the message that came directly from God. And, why would He choose a 15 year old virgin girl, who has little to no social status to carry, birth and raise our Jesus? Okay, unpause; after overcoming her own shock and disbelief, she says, “God, I don’t get it, but show me what You want of me. Your will be done, not mine.” “Lord, Your way is better than mine, lead me and show me Your way.”  “I’m not sure what’s going on, but I know You do. I will rely on You.” In the midst of being on the Struggle Bus, Mary stayed in tune with Christ. 

At the age of 15, my greatest concerns were how much playing time I was going to get on the basketball team and anticipating getting my driver’s license so I could drive myself around. Nowhere near my brain was the thought of being a mom, let alone the mom to the King. Having an angel, a direct line to God, show up at my door and say, “Guess what? You have been chosen to be the mother of a King.” Stepping on the Struggle Bus now.

The question is, how do I get off? I have experienced three different exits. The first one is not so pretty. I have been so consumed by my woes of life I miss the path that is right in front of me. A good swift in the rear end or a back of the head slap sends me stumbling off the bus to gather my footing. “Okay! Okay! I’m going! I’m going!” 

Have you had a friend that has walked beside you through thick and then, sayas what needs to be said, and then yanks you off the bus? Yeah, we all need one of those. I have a tendency to dig my heels in and not want to budge. Some of you are shocked, I’m sure! Then comes the statement of truth, said in love, “Molli, you do realize you’re only delaying the inevitable, right?” “Okay, fine, off we go!” 

During a transition in careers, I knew what wasn’t working anymore, but didn’t know what was going to come next. I was confident the transition was the right next step to make. But, what the next step was leading to, I was unsure. The banter was going back and forth in my brain for several months, do I or don’t I? Getting off this Struggle Bus took great courage and a leap of blind, confident faith. I knew He would lead me to the right place at the right time, I just couldn’t see the path to get there. That was nerve racking! I like to have a plan and know the destination. I was confident in the plan, but took confident, blind faith in Christ to lead me to His destination. Ready or not Lord, here I go! And off the bus I went!

Mary struggled for a minute, but didn’t stay long. She heard, understood and accepted God’s plan for her life. 

If you are currently on the Struggle Bus, search Him out at the next stop. Step into His arms of grace, take a hold of His hand, and follow His lead. He is your exit plan off the Struggle Bus.

Thanks for sharing a moment with me, We are in this together, exiting the Struggle Bus together, in Him.

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One thought on “Struggle Bus

  1. Lauri Hawley says:

    “The Struggle Bus” . . . I love it! Okay, maybe the name only, don’t really like being on it at all… 😀

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