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When I woke up at 3 a.m., I thought a living room light was left on. As I walked into the room, I realized all the lights were turned off. I looked out our window and realized it was the moon. The darkness and clarity of the sky magnified the light of the moon. I stood mesmerized by the brightness of the moon. The beauty in the darkness stopped me in my tracks and forced a moment of observation. Looking away wasn’t an option even if I wanted to.
“What is your favorite season?” is asked often. Never in my days has my answer been Winter. Daylight Savings time, shorter days and less sunshine are not my favorite. Give me a sunny, summer day and I’m a happy girl. A few years ago, we had a long, dark dreary winter. By the time February rolled around, gloominess had settled into my being and I was aching for sunshine. That was one of the longest winters I had experienced and it wasn’t a pleasant experience.
In just a few short days, in the midst of winter, I’m going to participate in a momentous ceremony. At first I didn’t like the idea of having it during the winter season. The trees are bare, the flowers are gone and it’s cold! Then, my light turned on! During a season of darkness, God provided light, newness and growth. The bare trees are still very much alive on the inside. My mums are healthy and green under the soil where we can not see. The coldness invites me to snuggle up next to a warm fire. We may not see growth and color, but it is happening on the inside where it will soon bloom again on the outside.
A light is being flipped on as I enter rooms. Finding the light switch is a top priority in my world. I have broken toes, stepped on toys, tripped over chairs, ran into a wall (yes, I really did!) and knocked things over trying to navigate the darkness without turning a light on. Darkness is not my friend.
Darkness on the inside is not my friend either. Several years ago, I went through a dark time in my life and started down the tunnel of depression; a depression I wasn’t sure I would be able to walk out of. Outside darkness symbolizes inside darkness that is an unwanted place to be. Thankfully, through prayer, support, love and Jesus, I walked out of the darkness and into His Light. The lack of light around me touches a nerve that is a reminder of dark moments.
So, when I walked into the living room and realized the light source was the moon in a dark sky I was paralized to see the beauty of the light in the midst of darkness. You see, Jesus is my Light. Darkness on the outside and darkness on the inside is luminated by His Light. His Light casts out all darkness.
My epiphany moment as I gazed at the moon, was that Jesus is the “moon” inside of me. I have His Light shining in my darkness that brings Light to my soul. I may feel like I’m dormant on the inside. But the truth and promise is that Jesus, within me, is my nourishment and strength. At just the right time, I’ll sprout up and bring life and color to the world around me.
At times I feared the darkness. I know what it’s like to walk in darkness and I never want to do it again. Therefore, I avoid or do what it takes to not be in darkness. Yet, at times, it’s inevitable. BUT, instead of being overcome by the darkness, I invited His Light to luminate where He is and keep my focus on the Light and not the darkness.
Do you realize Jesus was born at night, in a barn, with no electricity and they only had the light of the sky? Jesus entered our realm of being in darkness and became our living, breathing Light of life. The only light Joseph had to clean the area around them and deliver his son was the light of the moon. Mary relied on the same light to see and care for her son. In the darkest of nights, our Light was born. The gift of eternal Light was given. I have that same Light within me shining out from me for all my days. Darkness doesn’t have a chance. The Light of Jesus outshines all darkness. Jesus is our eternal Night Light.
Thanks for sharing a moment with me. We are in this together, In His Light, in Him.
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