Molli Moments

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After a long, hot day out on the water, the men came to shore with empty nets. The fishermen’s spirits were heavy as their families depended on their fishing success. As they were cleaning their nets, a guy from the shore shouted, “Go back out and try again.” One fisherman responded, “We were just out and we caught nothing.” “Go out and try again.” Said the man from the shore. With a heavy sigh, the fisherman cast out and dropped their nets. Their nets immediately began to break with the overflowing fish. A fellow fisherman came along and helped bring in their bounty. They were in awe of their abundance and searched out the man who told them to try again. When they found him, He said, “Come follow me and I will make you fishers of men!” 

Does the story sound familiar? Jesus was in the process of calling His 12 disciples. Simon Peter, James and John were His first disciples.  They left everything to follow Jesus. This event demonstrates Jesus’ miraculous power and the strong desire for others to follow and learn from Him. 

Simon Peter, James and John, left their families and livelihood to go with Jesus, to become His closest companions. What about the boat, all the fish and their families? They didn’t sell their business and put their profits in a trust fund for their families to live off of? What happened to what they left to follow Jesus? 

Here is the Molli version of what could have happened. You know that other boat that came along to help bring in the overflowing nets of fish? He must have known these guys rather well. They worked in the same business, shared resources and probably knew each other and their families well. My guess is they helped each other out often. This time was one of those times. The friends and family took in the boats, cleaned the nets and sold the fish. The profit from their miraculous catch provided what they needed to survive while the three men spent quality, relational, spiritual time with Jesus. Jesus knew what these men were going to have to leave and provided for their families while they were gone. The men hadn’t planned on leaving. There were no conference calls and consulting on how to make the most profitable decision. The men witnessed a miracle, realized the significance of who Jesus is and wanted to be a part of His world. The three men took a leap of faith and trust with Jesus on a new adventure they knew little to nothing about. 

I’m a planner. Spontaneity has a tendency to give me hives and take a 180 degree turn! My mind doesn’t have time to process, work through all the different scenarios and choose the best one. Spontaneity is making a quick, split decision. I’m not good at those! 

These three men looked at the miraculous bounty of fish, looked at Jesus and said, “I want what He’s got. I’m following Him!” 

When I made the decision to stop teaching, I didn’t know what my next step was. I knew that teaching wasn’t it and Jesus had something better in mind for me. I wanted what He had for me. In order to do that, I had to take a leap of faith, and take the next right step. I couldn’t plan, think through all the options and choose the best one. I didn’t know what the options were. What I did know is that with each spontaneous step I took, He provided what I needed. He was and is my Planner. 

Little did I know, He was preparing me long before I knew He was preparing me. God provided overflowing nets of fish so I could walk away from a comfortable resource and join Him having the provisions necessary to do so. 

After a time of rest and reconnection with Him, He has slowly brought me to the place He desires me to be. As I have taken one spontaneous step at a time, He has provided all I’ve needed. Along the way, I have grown deeper and more in love with my Jesus.

I’m still a planner (Yes, I have our summer vacation planned 6 months in advance!). Yet, I am becoming more and more comfortable leaning into spontaneous decisions with my Jesus. I no longer break out in hives. I am working on embracing the gift of taking a leap of faith and trusting my Jesus more and loving Him deeper with every step I take. Joy, fun, laughter, growth and love has been a result of Jesus encouraging me to trust Him and lean into His wisdom and guidance. 

Simon Peter, James and John were brave and courageous to take a leap of faith and join Jesus. In doing so, they got front row seats to Jesus’ life here on this earth. They were eyewitnesses to the miraculous power of Jesus that soon became a part of them. Yeah, I want some of that!

Taking a blind leap of faith towards anything is scary. Taking a blind leap of faith towards Jesus is priceless! I am forever grateful for His faith and trust in me to have faith and trust in Him to follow Him and become fishers of men.

Thanks for sharing a moment with me. We are in this together, one spontaneous leap at a time, in Him. 

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